There are words that you no longer speak to me,
When you used to be far yet I held you near,
Now your voice has fallen silent thinking my ears deaf,
You are worried about something I can see it,
But you won’t tell me and you hide behind lies.
Don’t speak to me about the things you refuse to say,
Yes I am not blind or stupid, I know,
You hide yourself away from me for nothing,
Is it fear or cowardliness that keeps you from speaking,
I can’t seem to find a way to understand it all.
You speak about the things you want and need,
Yet push me away with made up emotions in your mind,
You want me here but then you don’t and I’m to blame,
I am here and have always been the same with you,
Why do you keep me so far away when I brought you close?
What is it that you want from me?
Some kind of confession or change?
Have I changed really is that true?
Am I keeping you from something,
Because if so just let me know?
I want this life, I have made up my mind,
You have to decide what it is you really want,
It sounds so simple and straight to the point,
But that is me and my mind has been made up.
I am waiting here with open arms for you to come into,
But you keep pushing and I have my struggles too,
I don’t know what to say or what I should do,
But you always know that I love you,
You just have to decide is that enough.